Bukhansan Hike with Nick

This is all I ever want to do:


I loved, loved hanging out with Nick this weekend. We've known each other since the fifth grade, and I just never ever guessed we'd both be living in Korea at age 24.
This is the alleyway which hides his apartment in Hongdae, a really trendy area of Seoul. Nick really picked his location well. Lots of stuff to do, lots of good food. Also, this neighborhood, which I like a lot.

Bukhansan Mountain was breathtaking. It was an incredible, difficult, beautiful hike. Just north of Seoul, it's the most crowded mountain in Korea. I thought this would be a major drawback, but I really, really enjoyed the experience of basically hiking in a queue. The path wasn't rigidly set, so it was easy to kind of wander away from the route most people were taking and sort of create your own adventure hopping around on the rocks. So many people!

This truly did not bother me. I really liked having all these folks around.

Of course, there were a few less-crowded moments. Here we are, beginning our ascent.




There was a lot of clear, perfect, beautiful water on this mountain.



I turned into a big baby once we got close to the peak. It was really really steep, and I think it would have been enormously easy to slip and fall to my death. This was irrational. Everyone else looks pretty relaxed.

I'm giving the cheesy "I conquered my fear and here I am at the top of this crazy mountain" thumbs up. Nick humored me.




Seoul. It looks so nice and tidy.


This is Insubong. It took our Sabonim five hours to master this thing at one time. I'll never attempt it. Can you see all the brave little climbers?

We spent a little while trying to figure out if this guy in the blue was using a rope. For all the ten minutes or so that I watched him, he never took any tension or made a lot of progress. What do you think?

I really like the Korean flag.


Post-hike arcade fun. This place was LOUD. I only stuck around for a little while to take the pictures.

Jeonju Birthday Adventure Weekend

If you notice an unfamiliar voice in this blog, it is because I, Stephen Varner, and not your usual well practiced blogger, am writing this post.

Andrea's birthday was on the 15th and, for some reason, this year she wanted to take a nice trip instead of having a lot to drink and almost getting into a fight at the pool hall. Although that was mostly fun (last year). On this trip we traveled south to Jeolla-do, the southwestern province of Korea.

We packed the night before and woke up ready to ride our bikes to the subway station. We were running a little late and when we got to the station we barely missed the train. We were certain we would not make the 8:10 bus, but we took the next train anyway. We arrived at the terminal sooner than expected so we ran to get tickets. By the time we bought them and ran out to the platform we were just in time to see our bus door closing. We ran at the bus waving our tickets. The driver amazingly sees us and stops to let us on. Whew! We changed buses in a town called Buan after some coffee and doughnuts. Also a timely transfer. The bus ride to the beach was great.

Here's Andy.

When we arrived at Kyeokpo it didn't look like very much...

but we soon found our way to the beach.

Andrea wanted to explore back in this little cave, but then she found bunch of bugs. This is her going, "Ew ew ew ew!"

We were both really happy to be wearing our Chacos.

Those are my feet by the way.

We had a lot of fun climbing around on the rocks and then set off to find lunch. We ran into a really nice park worker who showed us where we could camp for the night. It looked like a nice enough place, but we just weren't content to stay put. We decided to hop another bus over to a city called Jeonju which is famous for its food, especially bibimbop, which is essentially rice with veggies and maybe an over easy egg. It doesn't sound like much, but even the bibimbop in Songdo is delicious, so we had to try it. We grabbed some cheap street food (awesome anywhere) to hold us over and made the bus with two minutes to spare.

The ride to Jeonju took over an hour so we were ready for some great food when we got there. You may have noticed that this trip wasn't entirely "planned" so it took us a little time to figure out what to do, no thanks to the three information centers which had all closed.

We found a nice restaurant in the traditional Hanok village. (Old-timey Korealand)

This place didn't have bibimbop, but it was beautiful and a great meal anyway.

Here's Andrea looking cute.

Scissors are a regular fixture at many Korean meals.

She's also a master with chopsticks by this point.

Here's the beautiful courtyard.

If you look at the photos carefully you might notice that the sun is going down. We had not found a place to camp by this point, so we left feeling full and happy but a bit worried about where we'd sleep. As we struck out for a park we noticed on a map, we crossed bridge with a stream flowing under it. Now, even though there were streets on both sides and it was in the middle of the city, (for the Kansas Cityans think Brush Creek) we saw that there was a bit of grass on either side. Though we had some people stare as they walked by both that night and in the morning and probably even while we were sleeping, we got through the night with out a word said to us about it. Here's me in the morning.

Andrea only looks sleepy cause I caught her with her eyes closed. The weather is great, the village is beautiful, and we're having a great time.

We got up so early, we had to wander around awhile before we could get some coffee.

Nambu Market.

One of those asian goldfish ponds.

There were so many beautiful things; it was funny to see this giant pile of trash right outside the village. At the time, I was confused as to why the picture was being taken.

We found another great restaurant, also beautiful, and finally got to try the bibimbap. It was fantastic, though we failed to photograph it. sorry.

After we were full and happy we decided we were ready to head home. We caught a cab immediately for the bus terminal. Once again we were right on time for the bus. This time once we bought our tickets, we had three minutes to run downstairs and hop on the bus home.

Andrea looking cool.

Back in Incheon.

We made it home with plenty of time to finish the evening with Derek and Ashley. We had cake, pizza, and beer. A great ending to a great weekend.

5.10 Climbing Competition

Good news: Stephen's a champion climber now! We went to a beautiful, beautiful place called Cheoncheon in middle-northern Korea where the 5.10 climbing gear brand hosted a national competition. It was on May 10, a Tuesday that we didn't have to work, because it was also a national holiday. Eight of the folks from our gym, including Stephen, got to compete. It was a great, great day!!

It was rainy, so Derek and Ashley had to stay home. :( But the weather was surprisingly good for such an event. The climbers never got too hot, and there was enough cover that they didn't get wet on the walls. And, you know, the rest of us had umbrellas. Also, when we arrived at 6-something in the morning, it looked like we were floating in an abyss on a giant concrete object with climbing walls and tents. It gradually started clearing up and I began to see that we were actually surrounded by mountains.

I'm kind of ashamed of my lack of proficiency with the Korean language. However, I can read this:

suh-tee-bun

Incheon Climbing Center

(get it? suh-tee-bun--> Stephen :D)

Here he is!

This is our friend Hyung-Saup. Hyung Saup is awesome. Like everyone at the gym, he's really sweet and good-natured. He laughed SO hard when I jokingly asked if I could try one of the harder climbs, and then laughed even harder at the prospect of me doing such a climb in my rubber yellow rainboots.

Oh, these rainboots.

I did get to participate in this event of the competition. It's such an awesome, awesome game! I took video while Stephen was playing. BTW, it's way harder than it looks, and most of the teams kind of sucked at it. Except, of course, as you can see, our team :) Another great non-climbing event the teams got to play was jump roping. Two climbers held either end of the rope while the other 6 had to run in and jump one at a time. I loved watching people on this event. They loved it! Everyone had such a goofy, giant grin on their faces while they did it :)

Mid-afternoon beer and anju (beer snacks) time was super fun. This is a great group of people. I wish you could meet them.

Especially our Sabonim. This is a really solid guy. We didn't find out until sort of recently, but he's the owner of the gym, and also some kind of wicked-crazy-good climber. He's a national champion. And a big proponent of the empty-beer-can-chair.

The speed climbing event was really, really fun to watch. It didn't seem to matter if the climber was any good, it was just a matter of the belayers pulling the rope as hard as they could, sometimes two or three of them. Stephen got to help!

Here we are accepting the first place prize. The gym got a trophy, that crazy yellow thing, and all the players get a chalk bag and climbing shoes. Everyone was so excited! I was really proud. :)

Here are some videos I took:

This is the game I was talking about earlier!

List.

Spring is here! I like my new 6-year-old class. I love getting off work at 6:00 rather than 7:30. The daylight has changed me. I have so much more energy, I feel like a real human. My entire life is no longer consumed by only one task. All that gained from only an hour and a half per day.

Most of you know that Derek broke his heels. That was really, really scary. It gave me a lot of perspective on safety and on community. I'm so glad we were there, and the people at the climbing gym were so supportive and helpful. I realized that I don't want to be alone. If something scary happened to Stephen or me, it would be so helpful and comforting to be there for each other. And that would be enough. But so so so much more is added by a community. A group of loving people to do what they can to support you. And as far as safety goes--I'm a little bit of a scaredy cat on the tall walls now. I don't feel invincible. At first I had to trick myself into feeling invincible because it was the only way to overcome my fear of heights. But that wasn't rational, obviously. Now I'm confronting the reality that I don't sufficiently understand how to be safe. Not well enough to be climbing 18-meter walls. So I'm taking some steps backwards. Trying to take controlled falls to get my muscles and my mind comfortable responding to a fall. It might be a while before I ascend the entire wall again, but when it happens I'm going to be ready for it, and I'm going to understand it, and it's going to be really, really good. And safe.

And while I'm in a reflective mood, I think I'll make a list of opinions I've formed, or things I think I've learned in the last year. I remember having this feeling that I wasn't *really* traveling, or doing anything exciting, because all I do from day to day is work, eat and sleep. But it has been a really big year.

1. I will always compost my food trash. But in addition to that, I will keep the food trash in the freezer until time to compost. No smell, no bugs, no juice. It's brilliant. Lindsay and Andy Patton--geniuses.

2. When I'm a mom, I want to give my kids a lot of independence. They really seem to thrive on it, and develop maturity and discipline and a conscience really early.

3. Being different is so much more embarrassing than being naked. When Stephen and I went swimming the other day, I wanted to sit in the hot tub, which is in a separate room that's not co-ed because it resembles the traditional Korean bath house, which is just traditionally not co-ed because you're naked...because. That's how they do it. No one thinks it's weird, because they've been doing it for centuries. What they DO think is weird, is when some nervous-looking white girl wanders in wearing a swimsuit. I was so embarrassed about my lack of nudity. I'm still kind of sorting this out in my mind, but the bath-house area is soooo so so nice, and I want to go back, and I'm going to. (I think.)

4. I want to climb for the rest of my life. Derek and Ashley took us to the climbing gym and taught us how to climb, and it's the best thing that's happened in Korea. I'm really grateful to them, because I just can't imagine how anything else in our lives would have led us to this. Yesterday I was thinking about how Stephen and I don't have a lot of shared passions. He always wants me to figure out how to play music with him and I'm often just not that excited about it, and sometimes I ramble on about things I'm excited about that he's just not interested in. (But he's a good listener. Sometimes. Way more often than I am a good student of singing and playing the cajon. Oh my God, the cajon. I never thought I'd be in a situation in life where I'm trying to learn how to play a drum box. I can actually play a couple of rhythms! But not exactly *with* rhythym.) Anyway, all of that just to say we have this thing we can work on and get joy from on the exact same level. I'm not doing it just to amuse him and he's not doing it just to amuse me. We are sort of growing this passion at the same time, both individually and together. Stephen is really good at it, and I'm not nearly as good. But I have this confidence about it, I'm not really sure how to explain it. Because I've never been confident about anything in my life that involved physical skill. I just know that I'm going to keep working at it, and I'm going to get a lot better, and the gap in talent and even in strength that is currently between us is going to get smaller. For me, this is a really good way to stay motivated and encouraged. Oh. My. Gosh. This part of my life is so, so good.

5. I'm more confident. I don't know if that's something you learn--how to be confident? But I guess you could say I've developed confidence. I think I used to be really shaky about my beliefs and how to communicate, when to let people know that I'm serious, or that my sense of justice is appealing to me and needs to be acted on or just communicated. And it's not even just that. I'm confident in social situations. I'm still awkward, but I feel like I used to be really painfully awkward. I'm standing a little taller, I just feel generally more sure of myself. Ironically, I'm not confident that I'm expressing myself super well right now. But whatever this thing is that I've felt change in the last year...it's not because I've "figured out" how to live in a foreign country. Because I haven't--we are children here. There is very little we can accomplish for ourselves. Successfully asking for directions is a huge victory (actually, I've never done that. Stephen does that.), and I often find myself walking out of a store with my head down because I don't know how to ask for the exceedingly simple thing I'm searching for, and I've been reduced to failed charades. I think it comes from teaching. If you're teaching a group of 12 unruly little kids who have so much energy, and who want to learn, and who need so much guidance...then you just have to learn how to be a leader. I was forced to develop some kind of posture, to put some kind of unwavering tone in my voice that it demands to be listened to. So that kids hopefully feel good listening to it. I try to do this in a way that's gentle and graceful, and I fail at it all the time. But what a thing to be TRYING to do. It has changed me.


6. These proverbs-- "When words are many, transgression is not lacking" and "Whoever restrains his words has knowledge" --I think about these proverbs all the time. Because I'm always talking. I'm always giving advice when I'm not asked for it. Even though I'm always thinking about these proverbs, I'm still always giving my opinion and asserting truths that I probably need to think about a lot more. I don't think people thrive on advice. I think people need space and encouragement to grow. If I think I have some kind of advice to give, I should just live out that advice. If it really is a sound, effective notion, people will see it. And they can take it if they want to. This seems really good to me. But I just love to hear myself talk. So it's hard to stop. I'm trying. I think.

7. I love Korea. But it's not home. Stephen and I went through a period where we imagined staying in Korea and raising a family here. It's such a safe place. Healthcare is affordable. There is work for us. The master or instructor or whatever you call him (We call him Sabonim, which is like master-teacher or something in Korean) at the climbing gym asked Stephen how long we will be in Korea. Stephen said we will go home in one year, and he responded in his really slow, deliberate English, "I wish you stay a long time in Korea." Which is so kind in such a powerful way. He's such a sincere man, and so are so many of the people at the gym. And it makes me want to live here forever. Stronger than this, though, is the feeling that my family is in the States. So I'm a guest here. And it's going to be really good to go back.
Also, Anna Maltby is getting married next year. There's no way I'm missing that.


I'm always looking ahead. Now that we've started the new contract, we have the new classes, I'm thinking about the next thing. I think Stephen called our homecoming the Varner Victory Tour. Haha! Right now the plan is in its infancy. We think it will take a month and a half. It has two purposes: Seeing the people we love, and reaching the home-destination: North Carolina.

The Jenkinses are selling us their car. It has great gas mileage, we can afford it, and it's a manual. Perfect.

So we will fly into Redmond upon completion of our contract, and visit my grandparents. Then we will fly to L.A. and see Tish. And then we will take a day to bike from L.A. to Irvine, to stay with Mychel. We considered biking from Redmond to L.A. but that's like 800 miles, and I'm just not that much of a badass. From Irvine, we will go to Rob and Abi in Avondale, Arizona. They will have the car, so we can strap the bikes onto them and make our way up to Springfield to see my mom and dad, then Kansas City to see the Varners. Then Columbia. And then Durham, North Carolina, where we hope to be greeted by Jared, Anna, an affordable apartment, and a welcoming job market. I'm totally counting on the first two :)

Until then, it's more Mother Goose songs, soju, climbing, and enjoying being close to the Jenkinses. Derek's heels will be healed (I can't believe I haven't made a pun about that yet) in a few weeks, and hopefully there are camping, climbing, hiking, and rafting adventures in store for us.

Saying Goodbye to the Sealions

In the states, students have so much time to adjust to the idea of being a grade higher. Three months to look forward to a new teacher and new classmates. Koreans aren't really into the whole summer vacation thing, so moving up a grade just kind of happens unceremoniously. The 2010 school year ended yesterday. And the new school year begins...tomorrow!

So, here's a look at the last few days with the Sealions, and a few scattered from throughout the school year.

I might miss Angela the most. She was new in second semester, and I had a difficult time with her at first. But we bonded a lot over the last couple of months, and I think the other kids were starting to notice my favoritism.

Angela was always pulling my hair into pigtails like this, and then she would smile really big and silly and say, "PRETTY!"

Oh man, and Tiana. Also a second-semester newbie, I fell in love with her, too. Tiana is such a little baby. She just wants to snuggle and play and be tickled and turned upside down. Not so much interested in her Phonics workbook. For the first couple of months that I taught Tiana she refused to speak. She worked up to what Ashley perfectly described as a "fairy-troll" voice--I have no idea how to try to make that make sense to you. But after a lot of coaxing and tickling and teasing, working her up to a clear, audible squeally voice was an exceedingly difficult but immensely rewarding challenge.

And look how they love each other! :) This was their graduation day, so they got diplomas and presents. It was very exciting. They even sang a couple of songs in front of the other classes.

Dana (left) and Jasmine (right) being fake-grumpy. Dana is moving to Cambodia where her daddy works, so I'll never see her again. That really, really bums me out. That little girl brought me so much joy in the last year. She just loved, loved, loved coming to school and playing games and reading books. Still, I'm really happy for her family. They've spent the last year living apart, which I think was pretty hard on Dana. I think Jasmine is going to miss her a lot too. They were pretty inseparable. Jasmine is going to be in Stephen's class for kindergarten! He's so lucky.

I don't know why I was taking pictures of them washing their hands.

Chocolate-face Helen! She's going to be in Derek's class. He's soooooo lucky. She's amazing and perfect. Jeez. I had such a good class.

Girls! Dana, Jasmine, Alice, Angela, Tiana, Sophie.

Stephen gets to take this little guy too. Jason and I went through a lot together this year. Him trying to figure out how to have a good attitude...me trying to figure out how to deal with him...We made each other cry a few times, but he was still one of my favorites. He's climbing my legs here like a little monkey.
Running around the classroom as fast as they can in a train...losing and tripping over shoes, falling, getting trampled...They love it.

Jasmine! Sooo little and cute! This is from several months ago. I can't believe how much these kids grew.

Aw. Bye Dana :(

Goodbye Sealions!